Doctor or Accountant?? -,-

Oh Ya Allah what should I do? Which one should I pick? I'm in a big dilemma.. So what's the dilemma anyway huh? Wanna know? Hmm yesterday, the telephone rang, Mama picked it up. She said Maybank just offered me for a full scholarship on accountancy course. They said they'll support fully and after graduated I will automatically get a job under Maybank company.. Mama asked my decision, well... Urghh umm Ina tolak. "Jangan ubah haluan saya", I keep saying that as my moto,. Because, in my prayers I'll said "Ya Allah, jadikanlah aku seorang doktor yg cemerlang di dunia & di akhirat", Plus, I still remember, Mama once asked me, "Ina, apa cita2 ina? Mama boleh doakan..", So after several great reasons I decided to become a doctor one day!! *so in her prayer, she must be praying that I'll be a good doctor someday too.. But this accountant job, it's about money and how I love em so much.. Its like a golden opportunity, that I passed -.-" Humm why didn't I grab this chance? Maybank? Offering me? People said, "wah kaya kaya tu, boleh dpt bonus byk!, not as difficult as a doctor, tp lebih kaya dari doktor.." But how could I become an accountant when I've told my friends that one day I'll be called as Dr. Adlina. Aaaaahhh I'm so confused, I think my head is about to explode!! I don't know what to do know?!! Its too late to turn back because I'd passed that offer already... Am I making a wrong decission?? Abah once said "pekerjaan yg dilakukan itu suatu ibadah", Based on what he said, its TRUE. I wanna help those who are in illness, I wanna see how amazing and wonderful Allah creates us; complex human-being.. I wanna see how babies alive, being born from its mother's womb.. I wanna make people healthy and smile and appreciate their living, that lifes are just so precious, they couldn't be bought. Each life, each breath we breathe stands for a reason, and the fates that only Allah knew, He knows the best for all that He created.. But its not as easy as it seems, I know this one special woman and I believe that she once had the same kind, *niat murni* as I do when she was a little girl..which is to help others by doing what a doctor could do to safe or to cure her patients.. But once she became one, she's not happy with her carrier, being a doctor wasn't a great ambition, its regretful she said. Why? Because of the ungrateful-bigheaded-freak-bossy-unrespectful-unappreciative-lazy-fool factor. This factor involves all, some of em are cold blooded M.O's/boss/Dato, some of em are *kurang ajar punya nurse", unpatience family patients, lazy lab assistants, slow-poke kerani.. They took advantage of the H.Os like a *kuli*.. So because of these unhealthy environment, she sometimes felt that she had made up a wrong decission.. This stressed-up work, I don't know if I could handle it.. But hey, there's always two sides of a coin right? If one side of it is the dislikeful side, you can always flip it to the other one. On the other side, Allah's just testing, the rewards that u've collected through those harsh hard works will soon be seen, its either while we're still alive or its either at the hereafter.. "u just need to be patience in treating your patients" hahaha.. Hmm I know its easier for me to say than done.... But life is just too short, He wants us to be close to Him, so that whatever we do, we should know that Allah is always there for us. So... Ya Allah, Engkau tunjukkan lah Aku jalan yg terbaik dlm menuju kejayaan dan kecemerlangan di dunia dan diakhirat. Permudahkanlah segala urusan ku Ya Allah.. Amin amin Ya Rabal Alamin...

Doodly doodly doo doo.. compilation of my DOODLES!! =3

today, I'll share some of my artsy drawings.. scroll down and enjoy!!

SAHABAT

cats nowadays..pick sweet desserts rather than raw fish & cat food

now Atick has hair too~

when the nightmare comes, cuddle up with Atick and sleep tight~

IMJA a shoulder to cry on..
IMJA means Partner.. the Guy's hair style was actually influenced by Jeon Jin Ho (Lee Minho) in a korean drama Personal Taste.. Aigoo aigooo He is so WOWWWW-ing! LMH handsome much~

at the beach, the GIRL was sitting on a 3-feet tall rock , waiting for her GUY. She didn't noticed that the Guy just sent her a massage.. "BOO!!".. then when she turned to her left, she tilted backwards and almost fell, but he catches her just by the waist..  she was startled to see that he was there all along. 

accidentally the mirror dropped on the ground and broke into pieces.. While the GIRL tries to clean up all the mess, she cut trough herself and bleeds. Her GUY then came to soothe her pain and cure her wounds ;)

RED

9 kuntum bunga MAWAR, berbeza pada warna, bentuk, saiz dan rupa.. melambangkan 9 subjek SPM yang sedang ku nantikan keputusannya.. bersabar, bertenang, berserah dan redha dengan ketentuan-Mu Ya Allah

last year, me and my girlfriends create ourselves the 'S'-names..
I'm SOLAR, Errnie picked SHAH and Aida is SHONTELLE..
Awkward, weird, yet pretty cool names huh.. hahaha

from the left: Kiko, Atick, Me, Kak Ana, Kak Ayu, Kak Ija..
my doodles of my pets and me awesome sistars!

Well that's all folks! My doodle compilation for January-February version.. will update soon for any doodles of mine ;)
Doodles peeps~ Assalamualaikum!

Clean Up Abah's Office Time C=

sitting on Abah's chair..like a Boss

Sunday, 24th February, 6.30 p.m.
Abah ajak Kak Ana dan Ina temankan Abah kemaskan officenya di Wisma Negeri :)
Januari 2009 - Januari 2013, selama 4 tahun Abah telah berkhidmat sebagai Pengarah Pertanian Negeri Melaka..
Tahun ni Abah dah pindah pejabat,
Sekarang Abah menjawat jawatan sebagai Pengarah Pertanian Negeri 9 pula.. Humm happy tu happy juga lah sebab Abah dinaikkan pangkat. Tapi Ina kesian kat Abah sebab setiap hari Abah berulang alik dari Seremban ke Melaka.. Sebab buat sementara ni kami sekeluarga masih menyewa rumah di sini..(sementara nak menunggu rumah kat Putrajaya tu yang tak siap2 lagi..kata si Pak "SHAHbadrulsalamsemuacikkeboomcikkeboomakjemahlahyangpalingcantikpalingmaniskanhaaahoaloh" a.k.a. kontraktor rumah, dalam bulan 4 baru siap katanya.. April?? Uwaaa Lamanya! I wanna enjoy my funky room, my beautiful toilet..my kitchen..my new home!!)
Ok ok sam..sam..sambung...
Kesian sbb Abah penat lah kan nak ulang alik. Bila dah pindah Putrajaya nnt tak da lah jauh sangat dgn Seremban.. ;)
So, today kat office Abah merangkap Mantan Pengarah, Kak Ana a.k.a. Personal Assistant Abah, and me a.k.a. Photographer and tolong teman je lah hihihihh >.<
"Lets get our work done shall we!"
We brought along 2 empty boxes..and an office full of files, paper works, note books, diaries, planner, etc...to be filled with
And here are some photos that I took as the photographer of dẽ day. Muahahahaha!!
P/s: Abah! You are a great Leader! Sentiasa bertungkus lumus dan bertanggungjawab menjalankan tugasnya..I love you!!
#Abah is my HERO and my IDOL forever and always! I'm so grateful and proud to be your daughter! ;)